It’s December 31st and I woke up this morning with a vague feeling of panic that I haven’t made any resolutions, or properly plotted out my intentions for the new year or done a vision board, or cleaned the grout on my bathroom tiles.
It was that impending sense of doom that I am unprepared for the onslaught of positivity that 2019 is supposed to usher in. New Year, New Me – as if the old me was somewhat falling short of some invisible set of standards.
Needless to say, I’m not going partying tonight. I’ll be at home, the kids will probably still be up, DarkandTwisty will make his signature Gibsons, we’ll watch the fireworks on telly and with any luck I’ll be in bed by 12:30. Happy New Year!
If I resolve to do anything for 2019 it’s to stop feeling bad about myself. I’m giving the finger to resolutions. I refuse to set myself up for failure.
2019 will be all about feeling good.
I want to feel at ease, joyful, delighted, sexy, comfortable, sparkly, light, expansive, powerful.
And I will let how I want to feel guide my decisions about my health, work, family and spirituality.
No one knows what 2019 will bring or the impact it will have but I want to be in a responsive mode to everything it chucks at me, not reacting to curve balls out of fear and trembling.
If you’d like to join me on the journey, then check out some of my Desire Map workshops that are happening in the first quarter of this year. Some are in person, some are on line so wherever you are in the world you can come along for the ride!